Before I start telling my story, let me tell I do not go to church, I do not have a bible, I do not believe in institutes that tell they represent God or whatever. What I see and tell is based on what I have seen and of course a part of common knowledge you are embedded in living in a Christian part of the world.
My health is rather limited and I am confined to bed in the 6 darker months of the year. And every day of sunshine in early spring I am collecting sunlight to improve my health.
I had done so the recent days and my system had collected energy. I have to deal with a PTSD and this PTSD was claiming all the energy for release of old stored pain.
Result is that I am totally exhausted again and all emotions are set to negative feelings and visualizations to gear up my health don’t work.
At a certain moment 9 march 2011 I started to do a mantra on “leven en liefde”. “Life and love” that is in English. But it may well have been supposed to be “Live in love”. I never do mantras and it felt strange I was doing it. I felt I was not forced but also it was not my own.
Then I saw a dark gray/brown cross at remote distance approaching me. When I was embedded in it, I saw a shower of gold colored ans silver colored stars around me. It all went fast and took only seconds.
Before I knew it calmness came over me and I saw a door in a gold colored arch. The door itself had gold signs. I am not able to say if it was readable. I have no clue what it meant.
When I had passed through the door, I saw a dark empty space and I was ascending like an angel. Below me were dark brown fields with simple wood crosses, like funeral place, the fields of the dead.
I ascended more until I saw a light emitting “wall” of darkish green with a pipeline in it as it would be a central heating or veins. Its color was blue.
And then the performance was over. I have some feelings about its meaning. I cannot say if it has influenced my health. Maybe it did, maybe not. It was in impressive experience.
Note, I do see things since 2004 or earlier. Crosses were usually the standard roman version. Only recently I notice that the crosses are all of Celtic origin. Why ???
I know what I have seen is correct and true. I think it happens very often in our life without us noticing us. I do know that God is guiding me on my path. The next challenge is to have faith in the outcome. Whatever happens I can say MaShaAllah to it, from the bottom of my heart. May God bless you, Harry
I am always very skeptical in what I see and feel. I know the human mind can do a lot of things.But I do believe in what I do discover.
I know that my subconsciousness knows already what exists and has the faith. When I wake up in the morning I have songs in my head like Tom Waits "Jesus blood never fialed on me" and "Jezuke is geboren" ( Jesus is born ) by Urbanus.
Now the fact is that the rational Harry on purpose always refers to Christ, not to Jesus. And my subconsciousness comes up with Jesus. So it is Jesus.
The Celtic part has a relation with the future, what is to come. I will tell you when the future is here ;-)
Thanks for sharing your thoughts, they help me in getting sharp and to the truth. So I appreciate it :-)
The celtic cross was ancient symbol of sun and its vital energy; it's one of the oldest symbols of Indoeuropean people, they were founded also in Slavic lands. I wish you much inner and outer light, and sun, Harry
I am with you Harry, everything you have seen is a manifestations of your life and your mind state,if you concentrate enough ,you will find the answer. stay well,strong and fine. yours, Saad.
Dear Harry. What do you think about Tarot. "I don't believe, if you ask me" :)) But i know something about tarot spreading. One of them is "Celtic Cross Spread" They say last card very special in this spread."Last card" is binding force of faith that was opened. Some of them for this reason asks "Shall card, the last the decision ???" a few times. Take care Harry. Big hugs my friend. Ps. I was undecided for write to you but when i feel restless with you, i have to write. Maybe this preliminary informations helps you. Who knows....???
R you stop smoking, Harry? Throughout this line, photographs become the 2nd priority but photographer!!! Thanks for the comment over my TUK TUK, it is just a photograph. So do you, this is great image as there are many dimensions lie behind it. Hug PC
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